Out of Sight, Out of Mind

how do you tell somebody you find it so hard to give a fuck 

how am i supposed to look you in the eyes when you dont even know whats going on 

we wont even talk about it 

its my best kept secret

 i guess ill see you whenever its convenient 

i used to call you my best friend now i dont even know where we stand

 each day with another word unsaid i guess it was never meant

 i sat and watched while you swallowed the poison 

and all i felt was disappointment 

struggling to understand 

how someone like you 

could get this far 

when its overwhelming how obvious

 that mask you wear is full of shit

 and i hope youre happy now

 with your brand new friends

 lets see how long that lasts 

matter of time before it ends

 its no coincidence that everybody you get close 

runs away 

its not on accident