Lonely Tendency Bound to Distant MemoriesÂ
I've grasped everything within my reach
That's what I thought until I lost my sensibility
My mind, my body redeem my soul
My teeth, my bones, the weight in gold
Today I'm grateful for an opportunity at peace
The chance lies with me
All this time alone got me buried in doubt
Yeah truth be told I'm not getting out the house
How can I relieve what I see, I'm obsessed
Nothing to me left I'm a vessel now
I could really lash out
Show you all the pain
It wouldn't change a thing
What else can I say
Leash on the week
Looking for a leak
Slump, caught a break
Cinderella in my brain
Meanwhile it's the same
I sat by a lake, heard a storm overhead
Watched the clouds form from a spot in the shade
I thought of my day and the mess that I made
I didn't move an inch, kept my face to the wind
Help me understand and I'll show you everything
It made a little sense then it had to go and change
Hide the extent, just a glimpse of the stain
Keeping things vague when there's nothing new to say
Lying point blank, mislead quick relief
Wouldn't come to see all the strain in between
Boil underneath so I keep it short and sweet
Lonely Tendency Bound to Distant Memories
My orbit got shattered, all that mattered was the blame
It was so cold, press against the microwave
Cower in the morning, hunched over with the shakes
Burning in my stomach kept me locked in a cage
A trail past the street with a gallery of trees
Remote hideaway where nobody can invade
The same all remains even if bittersweet
It brings harmony even when it's harming me