Are These The Wrong Thoughts

All my life I float around

I'm the can they kick around

Soon I learned don't make a sound

If it hurts don't let it out

I just wanna let it out

So I put it in the sounds

Cutting everybody out

I cannot live with myself

How could anybody else

I wanna feel something else

How could I be someone else 

I wanna learn to love myself

I wanna feel for someone else

Anything but all this doubt

Staring in the mirror now

Try to figure it all out

Are these the wrong thoughts

Are you scared it'll flood

Everyone is moving on

Watching faces growing up

Through it all, I lost my trust

Contemplating giving up

Everyday I'm waking up

I fell apart could not adjust

Watching them all have fun

Disconnect from everyone

I've felt all that I'll ever feel

Nothing outside this is real