Jersey Devil

The water's warm on calluses

The soap is strong, dries out my skin

Take out the trash and medicine

When I get back same shit again

Again, comparison to all I've been

It's all I'll be instead I guess

The only part I can't forget feels permanent

Time's fake when you're going through life sideways

Driving while I watch behind me

Sunset up ahead, pink lighting

Jersey Devil sighting

I smile fake, then I wash away

To the guilt and shame inside of me

I sit and weigh my options

Not gonna sink into a coffin, no

Borderline then insane completely

Why can't anything just be easy

Same routine keeps repeating

Fall asleep into vivid dreaming

You were there a couple times

Haven't talked to you in years

I was hoping I could find

Whatever made you appear

Call it torture by design

I was always acting weird

Looking back it's no surprise

I was too sincere

Winter's doing a number

Jersey suffers

When I was younger I would wonder

Is it worth it

What's my purpose

This would keep me nervous